what if..?

i know i probably owe you like, 543534 good night hugs now, but what if i dont wanna wait till the next time we see eachother? what if i wanna give them to you now? what if i tell you? what if you dont feel the same? what if this ruins our friendship? what if you did feel the same? what if it was all good? what if, what if, what if....=/