waiting

i finally told you that i liked you which im happy with on my part because i promised myself that if i liked someone and i know i do, i would tell them. its funny cuz when i did, i just told you and pretty much ran away like a little girl xD i had to come by your block G class to actually ask you out but you said you had to think about it which is totally cool. think about it, think it through. i had to tell you because if i didn't, i would never know. this way, what ever your response is gunna be i would never have to wonder about "what if". i dont wanna put myself through wondering if the that person feels the same way about me.

going to lougheed today to go to my friends lounge to play ping pong and just chill was a lot of fun. we talked and ate food and shot cards at eachother =P the best part of it was when me and my friend walked all the way home from b.central. we talked about soooooo many things going on in our lives mainly the mistakes that i've made. we talked about our siblings and how they relate to us. me and my best friends, we're like completly opposite in every way. one example, i am the oldest out of my siblings and he's the youngest so we talked about how being raised that way totally changes the way we learn stuff. i told him how i learn stuff from experiencing it first and get into shit all the time. he says he learns stuff from his brothers getting into shit and he just wont do that. i was raised up with parents, mostly my dad beating me for every mistake i made. i fucking hate him for that because now even though on the outside i look ok, inside i do stuff without telling them all the time because i never get to experience anything. my friend on the other hand knows something isnt right and he wont do it. his parents never hit him all too much so he learned from his brothers and sisters. we also talked about looking out for family members. he fought someone cuz someone wanted to pick a fight with his older sister and i told him i will break someones face if they ever messed with my sister too. i told him straight up if any guy does something stupid or makes my sister cry, i will break his face in front of the whole school without a second thought. he agrees with me. our parents wont care if we're sticking up for our own family. other than that, we're very different because of the way we raised. maybe thats why we get along so well. he teaches me about lots of stuff and hopefully he's learning stuff from me too.

good day

sooo, long time no post-thats cuz theres nothing interesting or out of the ordinary to talk about but.....now, i have lots of great things to say. first of all, i invented a game. i knew the game was gunna be a lot of fun but i had no idea that it would actually be this fun. like, holy shit, you have no idea. after pe, i can hear the kids talking to all their friends about it in the halls when im walking behind them ( not that i was stalking). i cant believe it got so big. all the pe teachers are sooo impressed by it and yeah, i am just so happy about that. on wednesday, mr davis said that the game will be passed down to future generation and be played my other pe classes and the game is either gunna be called Justin-credible or Justin's game of Anarchy. yeah i know, i want my name in the title because i want ppl to know in the future who invented the game ^^. today in block F, i got to get out of baking because we're doing nothing so i went to ms. ashbury's class and taught my game to another class and they LOVED it as well. they keep asking me to play it with them next time even though im not their pe leadership students. wow, all of my own kids love it so much too and want to play it all the time. ahhhhh, the awesome feeling you get when something you invented comes to life right before your eyes =)