now that everyone's forgotten about my blog, i can actually so what my blog says-where i call it as i see it- without anyone judging. okay, the main thing on my mind right now: you wanna fucking tell me why you're not replying? if you honestly don't want to hang out, it'll suck but at least i will know and not fucking waste my time waiting for your message. i could have made so many other plans but i didnt want to bcuz i wanted to hang with you. and now the night of, you still havent called me or messaged me. thanks a lot... you think you can play me like this? just come out and say it...

Second thing on my head, i know its not your fault but im pretty fucking choked about friday. it took me so long to convince my parents to let me go to your party and everyone was suppose to drink the night away and get smashed and hell yeah, i was looking forward to it bcuz i wouldnt get in trouble this time for drinking but then you spring the news on me that we might not be able to drink? fuuuuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk soooo hurtttttttt. i know its not your fault but it was the thing i looked forward to the most for the past week. and fucking tonight like 30 minutes ago, i got prank called by 2 Lgs... dont you have anything else to do than to piss me off?

holy shit, so much negativity in the beginning of summer but at least everyones done studying for provincials and all my friends can hang now so i dont have to stay home and watch movies.

one positive thing though, i've been getting a lot of excersize done by jogging around deer lake for the last 4 days. i plan to be healthier going back to school than now. well, i guess this brings me back to my other post today, dont get your hopes up cuz some bitch will come and wreck it

hope

never get your hopes up bcuz some fuckin little bitch will just fuck with you and mess everything up. its not worth the time thinking about it; move on

yoyoYO!! im back

yoyoyo everyone im back!! miss me?? i didnt think so xD. in case anyones wondering, i forgot my username and password and today is randomly came back to me !!! WHOAAA!! talk about random. so what went on? toooooo many thing to say so... im gunna try to sum it up in a list:
-i bought 2 new hamsters
-i went to rcmp youth academy week for 9 days in chilliwack
-canucks won todays game ( 7-2) and might actually have a shot at the stanley cup
-i used a bunch of rcmp drills on my pe leadership kids
-olympics in vancouver was so much fun
-gunna quit mcdonals soon =D
-joined and quit track and field
-miserably getting butt kicked in physics
-and fell in love with a tap dancer i've only seen once. hopefully i get to see her again!!! <3
theres too much stuff going on now that i cant possible post about everything so.. now that i remember my password and username, im gunna try to post about everything =]

waiting

i finally told you that i liked you which im happy with on my part because i promised myself that if i liked someone and i know i do, i would tell them. its funny cuz when i did, i just told you and pretty much ran away like a little girl xD i had to come by your block G class to actually ask you out but you said you had to think about it which is totally cool. think about it, think it through. i had to tell you because if i didn't, i would never know. this way, what ever your response is gunna be i would never have to wonder about "what if". i dont wanna put myself through wondering if the that person feels the same way about me.

going to lougheed today to go to my friends lounge to play ping pong and just chill was a lot of fun. we talked and ate food and shot cards at eachother =P the best part of it was when me and my friend walked all the way home from b.central. we talked about soooooo many things going on in our lives mainly the mistakes that i've made. we talked about our siblings and how they relate to us. me and my best friends, we're like completly opposite in every way. one example, i am the oldest out of my siblings and he's the youngest so we talked about how being raised that way totally changes the way we learn stuff. i told him how i learn stuff from experiencing it first and get into shit all the time. he says he learns stuff from his brothers getting into shit and he just wont do that. i was raised up with parents, mostly my dad beating me for every mistake i made. i fucking hate him for that because now even though on the outside i look ok, inside i do stuff without telling them all the time because i never get to experience anything. my friend on the other hand knows something isnt right and he wont do it. his parents never hit him all too much so he learned from his brothers and sisters. we also talked about looking out for family members. he fought someone cuz someone wanted to pick a fight with his older sister and i told him i will break someones face if they ever messed with my sister too. i told him straight up if any guy does something stupid or makes my sister cry, i will break his face in front of the whole school without a second thought. he agrees with me. our parents wont care if we're sticking up for our own family. other than that, we're very different because of the way we raised. maybe thats why we get along so well. he teaches me about lots of stuff and hopefully he's learning stuff from me too.

good day

sooo, long time no post-thats cuz theres nothing interesting or out of the ordinary to talk about but.....now, i have lots of great things to say. first of all, i invented a game. i knew the game was gunna be a lot of fun but i had no idea that it would actually be this fun. like, holy shit, you have no idea. after pe, i can hear the kids talking to all their friends about it in the halls when im walking behind them ( not that i was stalking). i cant believe it got so big. all the pe teachers are sooo impressed by it and yeah, i am just so happy about that. on wednesday, mr davis said that the game will be passed down to future generation and be played my other pe classes and the game is either gunna be called Justin-credible or Justin's game of Anarchy. yeah i know, i want my name in the title because i want ppl to know in the future who invented the game ^^. today in block F, i got to get out of baking because we're doing nothing so i went to ms. ashbury's class and taught my game to another class and they LOVED it as well. they keep asking me to play it with them next time even though im not their pe leadership students. wow, all of my own kids love it so much too and want to play it all the time. ahhhhh, the awesome feeling you get when something you invented comes to life right before your eyes =)

wo de failed jong wen post xP

wo jian de hen sian ni eh, ne ji dow mah? wo how jiao may yo kan dow ni le...wo ji dow wo men the nian jee lian nien is too much but i think that wo men ka yi make it work. hen qi guai bah? when we met, i had no idea wo huay qi hwen ni eh. jian de. now, wo may chi kan dow ni de shi ho wo do hway han kai qin yeh =D kan dow ne a shi ho wo do how quai luh oh. gan ni jia yi qi da shi ho everytime do han how wuan nay! but juay da obstacle is wo men da age. ni dow bu huan wo de facebook de qian =( wo may tien do jia dun ni de reply yeh >.<
its ok, at least wo huay kan dow ni thursday =D thurday jia kan bah, kan nan bu nan gan ni yi qi wuan =)
how qi quai, hway qi huan ni yeh xD
ok, jia jian lo! bye~~

"sitting around, chilling, kicking around thinking of you...i know you gone away"

the last of the mohicans

hands down, one of my favourite movies, if not my favourite. the theme song is just too beautiful..and matches the movie perfectly. the cue of the music in the parts of the film is genius. i love this movie so much. this movie talks about the wars in canaa with the french, english and the natives that already inhabits canada. love, sacrafice, family and hatred are themes that is portrayed many many times throughout the movie. i just love this move so much because the love in the movie is great! let it be with family, or their lovers, and what they are willing to do for love. and i just have to mention again, the music is just too goood. for the last hour, i just youtubed the movie's theme in trance mode. the different remakes by other dj's are awesome. i just thought i woul share tis with ppl. movie and music, VERY highly recommended you check it out. who knows, you miht like it too =D

quotes:
"They're going to hang you. Why didn't you leave when you had the chance?"
"Because what I'm interested in is right here."

"No, you submit, do you hear? You be strong, you survive... You stay alive, no matter what occurs! I will find you. No matter how long it takes, no matter how far, I will find you."

"And men like you will go too, like the Mohicans. And new people will come, work, struggle. Some will make their life. But once, we were here. "

law

im at school right now in law class. im suppose to do a project on the criminal code of canada but since its not due today, im gunna do it at home. it also gives me an excuse to go on the computer at home. me and dominika are partners but she isnt doing anything right now cuz she has to study for her biology test i hope she does well in....NOT!

so yesterday was the orientation for my rcmp youth acedemy camp and i made it in for sure. i am so excited because i heard from the speakers yesterday it will be the hardest week of our lives, physically, mentally and intellectually. i cant wait to see what they have in store for me.

after school today, i am going to the burnaby library to rent two movies. after, im going to crystal mall to buy a new charger for my laptop that my mom threw out during our move. after, im going to go and jog around deer lake with chance to get more fit; him for rugbyand me for rcmp. after that, i will go home, take a shower and go to hot tub at lesley's house!! it should be very fun because i never knew she had a hottub. plus, an early celebration for a long weekend

just know

awwww yeahh, pro-d day friday! i had no idea about it until today =D. i saw you in the hallway today and ughh, you seem to just know how to get make me like you. you're so fun to hang around with cuz i can treat you like a guy and never have to worry about offending you. i can joke around with you and it will be ok, you just fight back =) wrestling was the most fun with you cuz i didnt have to be like, omg, im wrestling a girl, gotta go easy. it was just like, haha!! have fun ^^. hanging with you is always so chilled and the little time was talk with each other, we can talk about almost anything. you offer advice to help me and sometimes it actually seems like you care about me. it weird that you're offering advice and sometimes it feels like you're looking out for me. i really wish we can hang out a lot more but it would be weird weird weird weird. too bad.
and oh yeah, racing around the home ec room with wheely chairs was awesome =D

old memories

so just today, i found this photo from when i was in grade 7. this was our grad camp. we went to camp sasamat for 3 days and 2 nights. i had a lot of fun there regardless of memories, good or bad. i remember the awkward time with me and my grade 7 girlfriend because we went to that camp with another school and yeah, no need for the details. but i also remember the group games, the good food, sneaking out in the middle of the night to the kitchen to get food, us sneaking out at night to hang out with a near-by girls cabin which we werent allowed, us getting caught by my teacher at night for hanging out with the girls around their cabin, and sharing the cabin with three of my bestest and oldest friends. remember how happy we were when we all got put into the same cabin? i remember. it was so frikken awesome. every memory came and hit me hard as soon as i saw this picture. this was the last time we all hung out like this without any awkwardness among us. some of us changed, some of us smartened up, some of us stayed changed. theres nothing i can do. i really miss this, you know. look at our faces, all happy and innocent. if we would have known how grade 8 would change our lives, i wonder if we'd all still be smiling. i mean, who can tell just from this picture how our lives would be like 4 year later. what has changed doesnt make some of you any less of a friend to me. i am glad i still see one of a few times a month. im glad i can see my other friend from time to time. i am just glad i can talk to my last friend every now and then to see how you're doing. i really miss us all hanging out and what now. what i wouldnt give to go back to those days...

holy shitz!

I PASSED THE RCMP YOUTH ACEDEMY FITNESS TEST!!!!! the three things being tested was broken up into running first, and push ups and sit ups last. for the run, i ran 2.4 km in 11:22 minutes (maximum time is 12 minutes), 52 push ups in 1 minute, and 57 sit ups in one minute. this may seem like easy but fuck man, it was hard as hell. i started getting tired on my 4th lap (12 in total) but got over it and kept running. yeah, i am happy right now, and extrmely soar. i worked out yesterday so my abs and arms were already soar but now, its my whole body thats sore. thank you to all the people that wished me luck and good job to the other 2 people from mountain since we all passed the fitness test

time

3 and a half hours until my test...holy shit. im nervous. i havent ate my lunch yet, but im not hungry. omfg, good luck.

thinking positive

as some people know, i was selected out of burnaby mountian from a handful of applicants to be given a chance to go to the 2010 RCMP youth acedemy for 1 week. 1 catch. i have to complete a fitness test tomorrow. i am aiming for 70 pushups under 60 seconds (i've done 72 before), going for 50 ab crunches in 60 seconds, and the only real challenge is funning 2.4 km under 12 minutes. im dreading the running the most. that is equivelent to 6 laps of the 400 m track, which means i have to run 200m under 1 minute. right now, i am so scared about that. i asked my career counsilor if i go over just a few seconds, what will happen. she said i would be immediately disqualified. shit. long distance running has never been my strong point, expecially after a bad habit for a long time. working out my arms today for half an hour didnt help...my arms are sore now and i think in screwed for tomorrow. never mind all that, all i can do now is to think positive thoughts. i will be able to run that distance, i will be able to do those pushups and sit ups, and i will make it in.

things things things to talk about

yet anotherrrrr new years resolution im working on::: wear colors!!! yeahh!! and you know what? im already working on that. i wore my old red central t-shirt to school today =D what a great start to my resolution huhh?? all my other resolutions are going good too so im happy.

i just found out today that my new pe leadership class is with the grade 10's. ohhhhh shit man, if this class was like my pe class last year, i think im dead. we were sooooo loud and noise. we didnt listen to our pe leadership student. im hoping that this class will be as good as my term 1 class

soo, im finally selling my armani shirts. i dont really like them anymore so they're gunna be sitting in the back of my closet (a first) for a long time. if i dont sell them, meh, doesnt matter. it just means i can keep them, not that i'll wear them, orrrr my sister kathy's gunna be a very lucky person xD

rant on psp- i am stuck on this level in need for speed undercover... I'VE TRIED SO HARD AND KEEP LOSING AT NEAR THE END!!! >.<>
hahaha i talked to a friend of mine who reads this and yeah, i totally agree, most of this blog is me complaining about various things. i originally set up this blog so i have a place to complain so i guess this site has proven itself useful.

so what can i complain about now...how about my boring school is, how tired i am in school, how fcuking stupid homework is, HOW MY PARENTS DONT TRUST ME TO DRIVE!...2005 subaru impreza wrx sti, my favourite car of all time.

for the better times

i know i got you in this. we started this together you and i. you had no idea until i introduced it to you but i smartened up and you didnt. you kept going while i stopped. now, you have almost everything you want. girls, drugs, whatever. but at what cost? one of our childhood friend from grade 3 doesnt care about you anymore. the 3 of us use to be so tight bro. me and you were still real tight and we did some crazy things even after i went to mountain to get away from all that. remember 'diddy day' ? that was pretty fun right? all those times we lied just to go to bham, up that 'wookie trail', and jacking chris up. those were some really fun times. i know your care free life is very easy but is it worth losing a childhood for? come on man, think about it for one sec. if its money that is your problem, come to me man. if anytime you're down to chill, call me up. dont you realize now lucky you're still alive after all that? im done with that now bro. im leaving those dark memories but man, you're a real good friend. you help get me through some tough times bro, and i could talk to you about lots of stuff and you had some good advice to offer me. its a pity you havent smarten up yet and i hope when you do, its not too late. for that, i will remember us for the better times. i'll remember how great our friendship has gotten since grade 3. i'll remember all the good things and non of the bad. i miss you man, the old you.

Random Little Story # 1

sooo another goal for the new year while i still remember: finish all those puzzles that i've started and have yet to finish >.<
anyways, finally starting one of the goals i set myself to do, and one of the reasons why i actually started this blog- to create and tell those little stories that i made up for my friend Landy. umm, this took a lot of digging and well, i finally found it

heres a little story that i wrote from quite some time ago and its a nice cute story to start off the new years and a new path for my blog. so i will title this blog random little story 1. i like that. i think for all the random little stories that i make up, im gunna title it under that title but change the numbers around.
okok, enough talking, heres the story. enjoy~~

Timmy was exited today, more than usual. His parents invited one of his classmates family over for dinner. Timmy's family and Annie's family have gotten pretty close in the last three months he's been to his new school. He had a crush on her his little grade two heart could barely handle. When Annie's family arived to his house, his heart almost jumped out of his body. Annie andher family came in. They sat around the living room and talked for a while then ate the dinner Timmy's mom had prepared. After dinner,he brought christie outside under the moonlight. He took her out into the moonlight because he thought it looks nice that night. Timmy walked around the block with Annie because he felt older being able to walk outside by himself with a girl. During their walk, a big wind comes and Annie says that she's cold now. Timmy ran and stood in front of Annie and stretched his arms as far as he could facing the wind to block the wind from blowing on Annie. Annie and Timmy both laughed a bit but Annie said that it didnt work. Timmy asked, "what will make you feel better"? with his arm still stretched and head tilted back. Then he says, "ahh, i know". He turns around, faces Annie and hug her just tight enough to keep her warm. Annie is a little bit shocked but hugs him back. They hug, under the moonlight until a car passes by. Timmy being the little boy that he is lets go of Annie because he didn't want to let people see him hugging a girl. There, the start of a beautiful start of their friendship.

Sooo... what did you guys think?? pretty good huh? theres a second part to this story but then i gotta find it in me and Landy's conversation.
tell me what you think please in my comment box ^___^

forget about the past

you gotta forget about the past. anything that made you mad, brush it off. another new years resolution: to anyone that i have problems with, im gunna try to tell them what it is i have a problem with. maybe it'll end badly but maybe it wont. there is one person expecially i have in mind. the other person is ms. december 21st who i dont give a shit about anymore so i guess i wont be talking to her. after getting through 2009, it feels like a huge burden has been lifted off me. its time to start new. break bad habits and start good ones. its time to look farther into the future since its getting closer to graduation. i have to start choosing who my real friends are. time to stop screwing around and get serious. i must say it is truly a new year because of the recent move into a new house.
oh yeah, my blogspot is also gunna have a brand new make over cuz im looking at videos on youtube on hot to jazz things up so.....stay tuned =D it will be good soon =)
anddd the stories that i wanted to write, will also start this year.

live up 2010! you may only have 2 more years to live xD
-JHT

twenty ten

new years new years new years!!
2010. a year for new things, or 2 years till death. who cares but im just hoping this year things will go much more smoothly. last year was full of experiences and this year i hope its the year of learning from them.

for christmas, our family just kinda chilled and we had steak at like 10 o'clock and on christmas eve, me and Chance went to macdonalds xD for christmas, i gave jocelyn my old iPod and i gave kathy a blouse from banana republic. for kathy's bithday, i got her a Coach bag. Coach didnt have a boxing day sale but they launched their new spring line so i bought kathy the newest bag of its kind they had there.

after that, me and kathy went to a youth's winter camp up at grouse mountain for 3 days and 2 nights. it was overall fun but they're were times i was really tired or im really mad at some people. we went tubing but couldnt go swimming. the food there was great and i played Risk for the first time and came third out of 5 ppl.

after getting home, i've been watching the first season of X-files. it is one of my favousite old shows. its so awesome about paranormal activities and supernatural forces.

ahh... hmm, i guess its not a new years without a new years resolution list. i dont have much but here goes:
1)get into RCMP Youth Academy Week
2)be able to run 2.4 km in less that 12 minutes
3)make money, save money
4)be nice, dont get mad too easily
5)make new friends, keep old ones
6)get parents to let me drive more.
7)be patient in my driving lessons class
8)completly quit smoking