old memories

so just today, i found this photo from when i was in grade 7. this was our grad camp. we went to camp sasamat for 3 days and 2 nights. i had a lot of fun there regardless of memories, good or bad. i remember the awkward time with me and my grade 7 girlfriend because we went to that camp with another school and yeah, no need for the details. but i also remember the group games, the good food, sneaking out in the middle of the night to the kitchen to get food, us sneaking out at night to hang out with a near-by girls cabin which we werent allowed, us getting caught by my teacher at night for hanging out with the girls around their cabin, and sharing the cabin with three of my bestest and oldest friends. remember how happy we were when we all got put into the same cabin? i remember. it was so frikken awesome. every memory came and hit me hard as soon as i saw this picture. this was the last time we all hung out like this without any awkwardness among us. some of us changed, some of us smartened up, some of us stayed changed. theres nothing i can do. i really miss this, you know. look at our faces, all happy and innocent. if we would have known how grade 8 would change our lives, i wonder if we'd all still be smiling. i mean, who can tell just from this picture how our lives would be like 4 year later. what has changed doesnt make some of you any less of a friend to me. i am glad i still see one of a few times a month. im glad i can see my other friend from time to time. i am just glad i can talk to my last friend every now and then to see how you're doing. i really miss us all hanging out and what now. what i wouldnt give to go back to those days...