i hope you see this.

Weenee, i really hope you see this. im writing this on the night you deactivated your account. since i am not able to contact you on facebook anymore, im hoping we can still talk through here.

first off, im so sorry i gave you the idea so put the picture with me and the heart on your profile. if i did not say that one sentence, you would not be in any trouble right now and we can act however we want around eachother. i already miss you Wen-Ling and right now, this exact moment, i have 2 tears on my face thinking about how we cant hug, talk, or stay after school and just be ourselves. im trying very very hard not to cry more because guys done cry remember? and if i do, i wont admit it but i miss you already. you know what will be the hardest? seeing you at school, in the halls and not be able to hug you and seeing you every day one and not being able to do anything about it. thats the hardest. now that i think back, if i knew that tonight was going to be the last time we facetimed eachother, i would not have ended that call. all i have now are just our photos on my ipod to look at to try to remember what we were talking about at the moment. i cant help it, i just broke down like crazy water works happened. i still like you a lot. like, A LOT and i think thats why this is so emotional for me. i hope everything is okay over there, and i hope i see you a lot at school and we can talk about everything. good night Wen-ling, i sincerely apologize for suggesting we should put eachother's picture on our profiles.